Times are changing

Quite literally!

I got 2 calls today from Nate.

Which is amazing.

The 1st one I almost missed.

I came upstairs and heard a buzzing...

My phone was on the floor on silent! Glad I came upstairs when I did

or else I wouldn't of gotten to talk to him.

I found out the day he really graduates.

March 22nd!

So instead of there being only 25 days to go, there is 30 days to go.

Blah.

Oh well, at least now I have a definite date.

10/25

So today is day 10 of using dermalogica and

there is 25 days until my boyfriend, hopefully, graduates bootcamp~

I decided not to post a photo this week about my dermalogica

progress as I had a hormonal break out, which was pretty bad,

and I'm not taking hormonal break outs into account..

As that would require more then face wash to help.

Ya'know?

So I'll post a few photos next week.

I know it was a hormonal break out as I got my period, eww,

and I always break out when it comes due to surge of hormones!

Yay.

I got my first letter since I talked to Nate on the phone yesterday.

I was really happy.

He told me that I couldn't send him the like 3ft tall

card I bought him though. So, I'll bring it on the road trip

and give it to him later on.

=)

Decor

It feels amazing to have money and be able to spend it

without worrying if I'll be able to pay my bills.

I got a nice amount back on my taxes and I've taken advantage of it.

I've completely redone my room.

(Okay, not completely. There are a few things I didn't get rid of.)

I use to have this no-theme room with a green/blue comforter and sheet

set....

But now.

NOW..

My whole room has a real theme.

I'm not sure what to call it... sleek maybe? I'm not sure.

It's red, black, cream, and silver/grey.

Sounds odd at first. But let me tell you.. it's amazing.

I knew it would be and now that I've got it pretty much

all together... I know I made the right choices in colors.

Once it's fully set up I'll post a update picture.

No picture yet as I don't have the panels up.

Nor do I have any thing decor wise on the wall!

(Plus my room is a horrid mess right now. Boxes + clothes EVERYWHERE.)

Shopping Spree

So today, I went on a shopping spree.

First I went to the mall and just wondered around.

Even though I've got money - I'm still a cheap ass at heart.

Everything was just too expensive for me.

So I left and went to this shopping center and went to ULTA.

(Cheap as.. in ULTA? Wuuut.)

I had a good purpose for being there...

Dermalogica!

Quite expensive yes. But I bought the 'starter' kit.

I want to test this before I buy the full sized bottles.

I'm hoping this will work as I'm tired of fighting with my skin.

It's not acne - It's just pimples and black heads.

I've been getting a facial with extractions monthly to help.

Since I started getting those done I've noticed a BIG difference.

I get about 1/2 the break outs but I'm STILL getting them and I don't

want them at all! (We've all got dreams - this is mine.)

So this kit was 35$. I got the Normal/Oily skin one.

I'm going to do a weekly picture taking and post them on here.

Yes weekly instead of daily.

Please no pointing of fingers and laughing at me.

Without makeup my face is blah. I've got general redness, pimple redness,

and of course actual pimples.

Plus I've got some pimples on my chest too that disturb me.

So this is Day 1.
I'll be using this every night for at least 1 month.

(What some people don't know is that it takes 1 month for your

skin to go from forming of cells to what you can feel when

you touch your arm, face, legs, et cetera. So you MUST

use a regime for at LEAST 1 month to see the real results.

You'll always see that week 1 instant WOO result and then

it goes downhill. After 1 month it should balance and you'll

see the real everyday results. )

See, I learn stuff in school!

I also bought a bit of makeup from ULTA.

A liquid eyeliner, 2 glitter 'pallets' from NYX, and some baby brushes too.

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More to my shopping spree~

After ULTA I went to 2 other stores.

Clothing stores!

And I splurged a bit.

No shoes unfortunately but I did get lots and lots of tops.

I may post pictures of them later. I was unable to get

decent pictures today as my phone was dying and at the

moment that's my only photo taking source that'll capture my whole body.

Heh.

All in all I spent 250$ today.

And while it seems like a small amount for splurging - it feels

like a million bucks to me.

Oh. I also bought a wig.

It'll be here in about 3 weeks.

It was cheap but I just wanted something cheapish to test out

before buying a real good one.

=)

Phone Call

So yesterday while at work I got a text message from my boyfriend.

I was like whaaaaaaaat no way!

I immediately went on break.

About 10 minutes later I got a phone call from him.

Unfortunately due to me being at work, I only got to talk for 13 minutes.

Which was better then nothing but I still wished I had more time.

After the phone call, I got a picture message of him.

He looks so different since they buzzed his head.

He sounded different too.

I was trying really hard to not cry after the call.

Was pretty difficult.

I'm hoping next chance he gets to call, I can talk longer.

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About my eating issue, I did buy soup and it's helped.

I'm more into eating real things. And while it's not a lot

all at one sitting.. It's better then eating nothing.

There's not really much to list. Lol.

I just picked out different soups. Some with noodles.

Some with rice.

Then more hearty stuff that has meats and vegetable chunks.

I bought myself a really nice gift.

A iMac!

I've wanted a Apple computer for a very long time.

And I finally was able to afford it. =)

Past few days have been pretty good.

And even though my team lost (Tom Brady throws like a 2 year old!)

all has been well.

Now that I've finished part of my homework and wrote this..

I'm off to bed!

50/50

Today was good... and today was bad.
Good as in, I got a letter.
Bad as in, I've learned I've been basically starving myself
and made myself sick - Not on purpose.

I was thinking today about how my days are so long - 6am-10pm -
and how I'm just not eating enough.
Then when I thought about what I've eaten in the past week..
I really noticed that I haven't been eating enough. A child eats
more then what I've eaten in the past week.

I ate something real and filling about an hour ago and it was one
of the worst things I could've done today - food wise.
It made me really sick.
And I'm still suffering from it.

So tomorrow after work I'll be going to the grocery store to pick
up a bunch of soups. They will have a progression of hearty-ness to them
so I don't make myself sick again. And so I can slowly get back into
eating real things again.

I don't want to be this super unhealthy person that starves themself.
That's not me.
I just have to make sure I take the time to eat something decent.
And not a mini bag of chips and calling it 'a full meal'.

I'm going to track how much/what I eat daily now.
Just so I can know that I'm improving.
Else I'll just guess and that will help nothing.